to keep trying

...truly many and most of life's things were not taught to us. While some of us got better of it some of us did not and scrambled, fall and came out the wrong side of it. But all of us went in without much of a clue and practice, that's for sure. And some of life's things are so trying. SO SO trying. And it's really almost impossible to not give up. But some of us don't...

I am not talking about those who didn't today, or how heroic that they are. Instead I am seeking an understanding of those who did. Those of us whom gave up. And we need to understand how hard it is not too. How trying and clueless we all are, at that point of time... this point of time. sigh. Indeed we are all poor souls, throw in the arena to fend for ourselves not knowing most if not all of the time what is the absolute truth... well if there is such a thing in the first place. I wonder what happened to our creators. Did they make us out of boredom and our tolls and falls for leisure in the make place toy of earth do they enjoy to see what happens to their little toys.. ??strange.

man, this is so trying. I have no clue on what to do. And what's best. We all ask questions on how, when and seek the wisdom of the gods on what we should do , some pray for luck , some pray for wisdom.. some for wealth and health.... and all of us are seeking, wanting to know. And all of us are just going around. And till we run out of time. Till it's time.

man, it is so trying, I sad at the very fact that I do not know what to do and the actual thing could be there is no one thing that can be done which is correct.
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what should I do? .. in so many things.