Saturday, October 27, 2007

you have no pain

look ! how cursed you are.??? rubber melts with time into the wood. becoming one. Time tell the aged. .. and she left for us a wrenched face. Frozen in time. For all of the world to see, a hope. Telling the world of a time of unearthly pain. Immoral and immortal. A legacy is keep thus for the wise to learn. Of a time dark and unspeakable, far beyond tis time of the world. where man and beast no longer separates. Two nines rivet each of her keel cap joints. To facilitate of movement. Iron nails were driven into the flesh of her foot where toes should be but missing. These irons nails facilitated her walk do liketh what toes do to prevent the upright man from falling forward. 10 shorts nails each hammered into the front of her feet. Her eye lids were sewn unto her forehead to prevent sleep, and her eyes and turn crimson from the lack of moisture and bleeding...her teeth were saw off half way to expose the dentin and pulp of all her teeth...and for every breath she breaths it goes direct to her brains and nerves..and they wanted her to smile... and sliced her mouth, widen it all the way to her ears... both side.

And all of us,.. all die unsung.

"Are we not all predatory animals by instinct? If human ceased wholly from preying upon each other, could they continue to exist?"
The infernal Diatribe III:4

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

changed

mummy mummy mummy ! carry me ! like you used to be when times were different and everything was younger....mummy mummy mummy why do you ignore me? where you never did where things were simpler. Mummy mummy mummy, do matter how much I cried and tears soak my cheeks and my face swollen to redness, thing don't seem to be back the same again. No matter how hard I cried....Mummy mummy mummy, hold me in my nightmares, in the dark like you used to, where now you do not anymore...You are the only thing I know....something has changed, and problems that you will solve for me, everything. I run to you...mummy mummy mummy, we both have grown with time, ..oh I seek everything of your approval and support and with your encourage I will shine I will be courageous, and brave...but only with you, for I have tread without your smile and thus live with fear, and cold, mummy mummy mummy, tell me you are here, tell me you will be there for me , no matter how old I am how what I have done, ...mummy, I have gown too big and I know my problems has now become too big for you to help me....mummy I know you would always want to help me, even though you could not, your tears tell me that , if I die it's because you had no choice...my problems are now too much for you...not like when I was younger...mummy.



"...Mother is God in the eyes of a child..."
:Rose ( Silent Hill )




Saturday, October 20, 2007

made to kneel

from the start of everything, man. He was made to kneel. We were made to be submissive. And along the line, we deviated. And they got angry. It dawn unto us, that we were made to to kneel, made to submit, at least meant to be lower to submit, and all likeness of man are meant this way. In man I meant both man and woman. Our kind were made to be a supporting race. to belong to be owned. And yet not the animals who we look down upon. They weren't meant to kneel. That's why, some of us change and mutate and took on other forms. They were mean to just lower their bodies, BUT only man , were disgraced and mean to kneel, we have to change in form if we choose otherwise, this is obvious.

Our knees the bend forwards and we put our knees on the earth . But the cloven hoofs their knees or so what they have bend back wards, and they were never to be control nor be submissive. They were meant never to belong or to kneel. I see now why, the ancient light bear the likeness of a man yet with a lower form of a goat, where cloven hoofs and legs bend backwards... to never kneel. To not bow.

Ours is a cursed race.

Friday, October 19, 2007

when were our first tears?

oust and burdened with the accusation the he shall led his ever time line of children to a world of pain and suffering. He must have cried. I guessed. Or was almost prefect man able to cry? the same goes for woman. Were they capable of emotions or were closer to angels? whom take no sides and are nonchalant to the woes of mortals. If there were tears, were they meant for ourselves or for our children? which is sadder ....I fear the later. I fear the responsibility of eternal prosecution. Where the worst comes from thyself. one that cannot be reasoned away. Was it worth the cause and the gain? is truth necessary ? it truth ever worth it in trade of oblivion and foolish BUT forever happiness. I wonder will I choose insanity and remain happy forever or sane but in pain if the world. I console him in his death, that he held love in his hand...yet did he find this on his own or it seems ..that it was given to him..and love cannot exist in this way of painless, woe-less and untiring times....Oh first man, I too seem to have deviated. Yet I wonder if there is right in that as I speak it....I asked if he had daughters for it seems the stories goes no. And then how art me ? ... but what cause is this? hark ! senseless and I have dwell. ...

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