there was a sad day at punggol field

there was a sad day at punggol field

sad…
for death of reapless seeds whom sowing fails like life..
it’s roots are our feet.


yet..
the dark reap of deeds, lives swift blind and hype
even from gutters deep.

Still…
ignored and snubbed, to gloom life’s cause is dub.
As thus the gods art.

Lost.
Trust and the confiders and hands and the skies..
Is reason too denied.


Out.
the prayed, is how the hopeful feels played.
Is our house to faith


© apoet 12.29 am 30 may 2008



The cancer sufferers of our time, tell yet brave and sad real life stories. Of those who fought it side by side with god, and those who fought it by themselves, they all deserve our admiration and respect. For those who evetually survived and those whom did not. ..something that commonly an undesired end result is mostly foreseen. I am just sad today that these are facts. Not that I dun know but today I am reminded again. "there was a sad day at punggol field" is my cry on this. On this terrible heart breaking and life taking diease.

[on 29 May 2008 at 12:31am
From 29 May 2008 (thu) to 01 Jun 2008 (sun)]

in lightest moments

in my lightest moments, I felt great love passing into me and thru me abundantly and endlessly. And like all sick beings that inhibit earth, I felt positive and full of love and reckon that life is of a wonderful passage and realized my purpose in life. And I stood among pathetic parents that had no aim and goal in life anymore but to based their life mission and sole purpose to glorify their offspring and do anything they can and will so that the young can dominate their peers and thus serve as a pride and rub the egos of the parents to a organismic level. And thus the deem life as successful.

When I reach this peak of emotion, every time I felt so happy, I felt it so fast and I wish it lasted longer, because every time I feel the love for my young. EVERY SINGLE MOMENT I feel the love for my young. I feel a instant follow up of great pain, sadness and guilt beyond anything I could feel. Beyond anything I have feel in my life. I grasp with my thoughts and at my hands.... what have I done? I have brought innocence into this world ! I have brought them into this world, a world that will devour innocence with swift violence and merciless hungry and lust.

With my love I wish, I could turn back time.
In all my wisdom this is the greatest foolishness I committed.

thou art not tested

they whom rest in the warm blossoms of peer to peer faith comfort, the grip of thy father pointed their fingers and said : thou whom with ease have no belongings , with ease held no restriction , with ease held no inhibits , held no burden.

this is untrue.

We. Ones whom walked the valley of shadows of death walk with no king. Walk with ourselves, brothers and sisters bonded by blood and bonds. Walk with courage that is self reliance, and self executed. We do not hold hope beyond our means. And thus face death disadvantaged. and we face it still that way, by our preferences and strength.

What you fear, you face with a supernatural being.

We face it by ourselves.

and you say we have no burden? And you say your race is tested?


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