in my lightest moments, I felt great love passing into me and thru me abundantly and endlessly. And like all sick beings that inhibit earth, I felt positive and full of love and reckon that life is of a wonderful passage and realized my purpose in life. And I stood among pathetic parents that had no aim and goal in life anymore but to based their life mission and sole purpose to glorify their offspring and do anything they can and will so that the young can dominate their peers and thus serve as a pride and rub the egos of the parents to a organismic level. And thus the deem life as successful.
When I reach this peak of emotion, every time I felt so happy, I felt it so fast and I wish it lasted longer, because every time I feel the love for my young. EVERY SINGLE MOMENT I feel the love for my young. I feel a instant follow up of great pain, sadness and guilt beyond anything I could feel. Beyond anything I have feel in my life. I grasp with my thoughts and at my hands.... what have I done? I have brought innocence into this world ! I have brought them into this world, a world that will devour innocence with swift violence and merciless hungry and lust.
With my love I wish, I could turn back time.
In all my wisdom this is the greatest foolishness I committed.
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