two weeks ago.

.. it is in my dark times, that I discover myself. Rediscover. .. maybe redefine. re construct.....hopefully for an improvement , for the next dark wave. ...at about noon today I lost my will to continue my search and journey for "the over burdened". For in this day I have lost hope and with that interest. And most importantly purpose. .. the purpose to tell it. to show it.... yes.. and for what purpose..? for myself..? and what is that worth? It was done 2 weeks ago. it is the well spoken cycle of death and rebirth..and this way it is spiritual. And on another scale. again and again. and again. The numbers of it's repetition makes the whole issue trivial and nothings it's significance.

makes me sadder.

finding "the over burdened"

.. pretty short journey ..maybe 2-3 months....maybe it's long for a thing like this : a piece. It laid there assumed matured. For a few years. And recently I decided that it was a case of irrelevancy. And thus to over haul it. I went to places, and wondered what it shd be. And took about 2-3 months... having broken pieces of clues, fragments of idea... though it has always been known to me. I did not know or realise that it was to be. anyway... In a death , I realised, things, remember painful things which I brush…..and also found "the over-burdened" I wish it beauty, grace and poise.