two weeks ago.

.. it is in my dark times, that I discover myself. Rediscover. .. maybe redefine. re construct.....hopefully for an improvement , for the next dark wave. ...at about noon today I lost my will to continue my search and journey for "the over burdened". For in this day I have lost hope and with that interest. And most importantly purpose. .. the purpose to tell it. to show it.... yes.. and for what purpose..? for myself..? and what is that worth? It was done 2 weeks ago. it is the well spoken cycle of death and rebirth..and this way it is spiritual. And on another scale. again and again. and again. The numbers of it's repetition makes the whole issue trivial and nothings it's significance.

makes me sadder.