Many years the man will be tormented , many years the man would be eyed as a failure via the co-cohabitant's that shared the land with him. He had lived in solitude for many years. And for ALL years of him, shall he be living alone, and eventually to die alone. Yet , for all this is his preference, his choice, his gift for the greatest love possible.
When the time came for him becoming a age for marriage. He had denied it. And many yet passed and he held on to being alone. And thru the years when his peers down and soak in the sweet nectar of companionship's and relationships. He held none, retracting deep into his own dark world of silence and loneliness, yet knowingly holding out for love. And when the years of youth had pass and he no longer wish for companionship, the joy of kids and children soak his heart into the saddest years possible only by swans. Yet he held on. He did not had any children and had stopped himself to have any children, nor kids. They have called him, strange , cold and twisted. But he held on, for love. Leaving old age alone. Missing the joy of cuddling his own children and sweetness of a warm home. He live in his own large house, rich as he is but alone and cold, yet he held on for love. And finally in his last years, they asked him why? why has he wasted a FULL lifetime and till death, missing out love for a partner and love for children, these experiences are such wonderful experiences that they cannot be associate with anything else, except living thru them yourself. Why has he wasted his own life and choose such a cold solitude one.
With a voice,long cursed by age and time. And a smile un tinted by the world. He say " I have held on a life time for love. God has create us, and gave us the ability to love. And I am using it. Though God gave us love, such a eternal thing, but he did not gave us eternal life to enjoy love. Not the love with the ones we want to be together with. God has make separation mandatory, by death. And cursed man with disease.
I have seen the joy of kids. And I have seen my joy of me and my beloved children in my visions. And I love them so much, so much more than myself. I love my wife so much, in my vision that I would suffer for all suffering that might ever be bestowed unto her. And that is why I save them from all the pain they would have to go thru. I did not have kids, because I love my children so much in my visions. I have chose to not bring them to bloody earth. For children, are so pure and innocent, I believe they came from heaven
I choose and let them stay on in heaven.
no matter how bitter I am and alone to die cold on earth. My heart burns fierce flames of contentment for I know the ones I love, remains un scarred in heaven.
