when were our first tears?

oust and burdened with the accusation the he shall led his ever time line of children to a world of pain and suffering. He must have cried. I guessed. Or was almost prefect man able to cry? the same goes for woman. Were they capable of emotions or were closer to angels? whom take no sides and are nonchalant to the woes of mortals. If there were tears, were they meant for ourselves or for our children? which is sadder ....I fear the later. I fear the responsibility of eternal prosecution. Where the worst comes from thyself. one that cannot be reasoned away. Was it worth the cause and the gain? is truth necessary ? it truth ever worth it in trade of oblivion and foolish BUT forever happiness. I wonder will I choose insanity and remain happy forever or sane but in pain if the world. I console him in his death, that he held love in his hand...yet did he find this on his own or it seems ..that it was given to him..and love cannot exist in this way of painless, woe-less and untiring times....Oh first man, I too seem to have deviated. Yet I wonder if there is right in that as I speak it....I asked if he had daughters for it seems the stories goes no. And then how art me ? ... but what cause is this? hark ! senseless and I have dwell. ...