a sin lesser

"Wanting people to listen, you can't just tap them on the shoulder anymore. You have to hit them with a sledgehammer, and then you'll notice you've got their strict attention."

John Doe
From the Movie "se7en"

A threat of death. That points it's finger at me. Guilty. For it's fatality I listen. I would guess if else I would not. If else I shall continue being "What sick ridiculous puppets we are / and what gross little stage we dance on / What fun we have dancing and fucking / Not a care in the world / Not knowing that we are nothing / We are not what was intended." (John Doe, from the movie "se7en"), like all of us. I realise, I know and I continued at it.. feeding the wrong, feeding the sin, growing, learning to enjoy it as I enjoy it. Nudging , urging it to the ultimatum of this sin, a closure, a completeness, not really wanting it...but wondering it...edging towards it. And I had a jump start right at all. And realise and saw of it.. and what it is for what it is. and it comes to my horror, to my realisation, to awake me? And I re-know that it is wrong. and I took a step away from it...and want to take steps from now away from it.....so that I can be ....

a sin lesser.